~an unforgettable trip
It dissolved after a long debate...ran through my blood…throughout my veins and finally made it to the brain…!Yes !…it acted instantly…fear tumbled down my spine …was it the right choice?.. was it the right quantity?.. what is that I see there??..
Liberated by an unknown source, I was carried way up into the sky and emancipated in a land where no human lived!
I could not understand my trip…fear, dilemma n repentance should’ve targeted me by now…but an idyllic happiness??......
All I saw was a beautiful combination of blue and white…merged in right proportions…! I kept walking straight…n reached a point where I turned and was engulfed with an overwhelming fragrance of what seemed like lilies from a spring morning, an orchard f tulips and orchids in a blend with freedom and serenity!! The horizon looked harmonious with the mild sound of the harp…probably played by a maiden …! I was entranced for a moment… travelling with the mellow tunes of the beautiful lady… I’ve never been in love, never understood its depth, the merit it tags along…it all seemed like an unsolicited blank page of some kind of a religious text! A text that the world believed in …blindly!
It was acting really quick… so many thoughts, so many questions, n answers in abundance…
The cult of ‘love’ always played with emotions… and I believe that emotions always conquer over the present state of mind! And once when the mind is captured... a simple, trivial decision gets a whole lot complicated! And once the complication arises… it can never be erased!
Well… it does not imply that Hatred is the next judicious option… my trip never accepted hatred… ‘love’ can always be diversified to anything you want… its ONLY when the wind blows does the trees announce the swish!
‘love’ has always been a superficial factor in my life… its always been a parasite ravaging for emotions to play with and Alas…it anchors a fragile site! A grip so firm and unyielding that your bound to eternity?!
You’re not the same person anymore…when you look at yourself in the mirror again… your haunted by flaws within yourself…these aren’t your flaws… you never had any… these are the repercussions of your negligence… negligence activated by that phantom who took over your emotions…!!
My trip was gradually sobering… and everything started to make more sense now… the questions found their answers!
I believe that Emotion has always contradicted to reasoning! And as Rene Descartes says “I think…therefore I am”
Now I have a question…
“Can you see yourself in the mirror??!!”…
\m/ Anuj\m/
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